i'm glad for your concern, but i'm not losing weight the unhealthy way. i've been a member of weight watchers for a year and have lost the weight through healthy portion control and normal amounts of excercise.

i use thinspo to give myself motivation. i'm not looking at it and hoping to look like the models there. i'm going for health (and i'm also in so i can look good. i won't lie.)

It's less like I'm talking bullshit into an abyss. I've had an account for a while, xanga is attached to so many other silly things, and my friends are there. We're all spread out now (Syracuse St. Louis Lenexa OP New Haven Portland Oly), so it's nice to be part of one place where we can all see what's going on with our lives. We're not really phone people.

I got all worked up about being old enough to have my shit together the other day, and mostly decided that this is the last summer I'll go back home. What about you?